Sunday, November 11, 2007
I'm blogging again. I've no idea why this has turned into a habit recently, and at a totally wrong timing too! Maybe it's due to my 开心果。But I really think it's time I force myself to sit down and mug, once and for all. 其实是不太想寄托太多的期望，却又无法自拔。也发现最近常喜欢以中文来
blog.说真的，还蛮怀念以前用中文来写作文的时候。Anyways. I was looking through my past photos, and I shuddered upon seeing them. OMG. Did I really look that bad one year ago? Okay I know that sounds kinda bimbotic, but oh well. But more importantly, along with the changes in my appearance, I think I matured mentally as well. That's a good thing, I feel. But. Depsite the boost in self-confidence, I still have self-doubts sometimes. And I'm still prone to mood swings as well - vacillating from one end to the next. I really, really want to learn to become a better person. Sighs. As I become older, I find that I turn to this blog for more and more comfort. Perhaps I'm afraid that some things can never be recovered if I let go, hence the blogging? I really don't know.
Oh wells. Guess I'll just end here for now. The urge to continue writing's gone anyways. And I should probably start sleeping earlier as well. =/ Till then, tata.
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.temperamental ; perfectionist ; daydreamer
.a lady that is striving to do well in her life
.who is learning to be a better person
.who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings
Sunday, November 11, 2007
I'm blogging again. I've no idea why this has turned into a habit recently, and at a totally wrong timing too! Maybe it's due to my 开心果。But I really think it's time I force myself to sit down and mug, once and for all. 其实是不太想寄托太多的期望，却又无法自拔。也发现最近常喜欢以中文来
blog.说真的，还蛮怀念以前用中文来写作文的时候。Anyways. I was looking through my past photos, and I shuddered upon seeing them. OMG. Did I really look that bad one year ago? Okay I know that sounds kinda bimbotic, but oh well. But more importantly, along with the changes in my appearance, I think I matured mentally as well. That's a good thing, I feel. But. Depsite the boost in self-confidence, I still have self-doubts sometimes. And I'm still prone to mood swings as well - vacillating from one end to the next. I really, really want to learn to become a better person. Sighs. As I become older, I find that I turn to this blog for more and more comfort. Perhaps I'm afraid that some things can never be recovered if I let go, hence the blogging? I really don't know.
Oh wells. Guess I'll just end here for now. The urge to continue writing's gone anyways. And I should probably start sleeping earlier as well. =/ Till then, tata.
