Sunday, June 24, 2007
Just when I thought I was ready to let go, the sadness had to catch me unawares again. Why must it be so hard? If only humans are created without memories. Or better yet, feelings. But that'd make us no different from robots, wouldn't it? Escaping isn't a solution, but facing it in the eye doesn't make it any better as well. Blehhs. Sometimes I really wish I could erase all those unwanted memories and the aftertaste they leave.
Anyways. Met up with the girls again on Friday. We had dinner, and then it was off to a random pub along Clarke Quay to chill. Talked about the usual stuff blahs. I really envy Letch and Nun who're right now probably relaxing in some sauna on their Batam trip. I also want to go! Anywhere'll do as long as it's not Singapore. Just to take a much needed breather and break from work (and irritating colleagues while I'm at it), and bad stuff. Sighs. Hopefully I'll really get to go to Japan at the end of the year.
Oh wells. Tomorrow's the start of another new week, and work again. ): Seriously, I really don't mind being so busy until I've no time to even breathe, but sadly, I'm so free everyday it's a pain in the arse to pretend to look busy. =/ But I'm thankful for YH's companionship - she never fails to make me smile. (: Yep, guess that'll be all for now. Till then (or whenener my stupid comp decides to work again), tata~
Sometimes I marvel at the fact that I've become such a skilled pretender - if only I'm half as good when it comes to moving on.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Finally able to blog again - all thanks to my crazy and cranky comp which simply refused to work for three weeks plus and now decided that it's time to start working again. -.- Blehhs.
Anyways. I managed to spot these rainbows outside my office window two days in a row. I love my seat - the scenary's really wonderful. And when I looked out the window on Thu and Fri and glimpsed the manificent rainbows, I simply felt awestruck. I mean, it just kind of reminds you that there's more to life, and when something ends, it doesn't have to spell the end to your world - there's always something beautiful just around the corner to remind you how wonderful life and the things it encompasses are. Here are the two pathetic photos I took of the rainbows - it was a pity I didn't bring my camera with me. My phone really doesn't do them justice! (They're really faint in the photos blehhs.) :(
Well, life has been great so far - besides being busy with work, I'm also teaching tuition and meeting up with friends whenever I can. It really makes me wonder where did all the time went to? I mean, the total number of times I met up with them within this one month is more than I can say for the past two years. Shows where my priority used to lie huh. Tsk tsk. But I'm thankful for these blessed friends nonetheless, and for being there for me when I was at my lowest, despite my neglecting them. =p Guess friends'll be the only constant factor in one's life, and on whom you can count no matter what happens. =D
Yep, that's all for now. Till then, tata~
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.temperamental ; perfectionist ; daydreamer
.a lady that is striving to do well in her life
.who is learning to be a better person
.who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Just when I thought I was ready to let go, the sadness had to catch me unawares again. Why must it be so hard? If only humans are created without memories. Or better yet, feelings. But that'd make us no different from robots, wouldn't it? Escaping isn't a solution, but facing it in the eye doesn't make it any better as well. Blehhs. Sometimes I really wish I could erase all those unwanted memories and the aftertaste they leave.
Anyways. Met up with the girls again on Friday. We had dinner, and then it was off to a random pub along Clarke Quay to chill. Talked about the usual stuff blahs. I really envy Letch and Nun who're right now probably relaxing in some sauna on their Batam trip. I also want to go! Anywhere'll do as long as it's not Singapore. Just to take a much needed breather and break from work (and irritating colleagues while I'm at it), and bad stuff. Sighs. Hopefully I'll really get to go to Japan at the end of the year.
Oh wells. Tomorrow's the start of another new week, and work again. ): Seriously, I really don't mind being so busy until I've no time to even breathe, but sadly, I'm so free everyday it's a pain in the arse to pretend to look busy. =/ But I'm thankful for YH's companionship - she never fails to make me smile. (: Yep, guess that'll be all for now. Till then (or whenener my stupid comp decides to work again), tata~
Sometimes I marvel at the fact that I've become such a skilled pretender - if only I'm half as good when it comes to moving on.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
Finally able to blog again - all thanks to my crazy and cranky comp which simply refused to work for three weeks plus and now decided that it's time to start working again. -.- Blehhs.
Anyways. I managed to spot these rainbows outside my office window two days in a row. I love my seat - the scenary's really wonderful. And when I looked out the window on Thu and Fri and glimpsed the manificent rainbows, I simply felt awestruck. I mean, it just kind of reminds you that there's more to life, and when something ends, it doesn't have to spell the end to your world - there's always something beautiful just around the corner to remind you how wonderful life and the things it encompasses are. Here are the two pathetic photos I took of the rainbows - it was a pity I didn't bring my camera with me. My phone really doesn't do them justice! (They're really faint in the photos blehhs.) :(
Well, life has been great so far - besides being busy with work, I'm also teaching tuition and meeting up with friends whenever I can. It really makes me wonder where did all the time went to? I mean, the total number of times I met up with them within this one month is more than I can say for the past two years. Shows where my priority used to lie huh. Tsk tsk. But I'm thankful for these blessed friends nonetheless, and for being there for me when I was at my lowest, despite my neglecting them. =p Guess friends'll be the only constant factor in one's life, and on whom you can count no matter what happens. =D
Yep, that's all for now. Till then, tata~
