Anyway, to digress a little, the tornado-lookalike manifestation mentioned in the previous entry indeed belongs to the same family as tornadoes, and is known as a waterspout. And apparently, this isn't its debut appearance in Singapore.

And maybe it's time for me to learn how to let go after all. Sometimes, the harder you tried to hold on, the further away it'll slip from you. But there're still so many answers I need to know. Everytime I try to reach out, I'm dealt with a wall of resistance. The pain of rejection is so acute, and it's all I can do to not succumb to it. But how to let go when everywhere I turn I see shadows of things reminiscent? Maybe time'll numb it, and maybe not.

I seriously hadn't the faintest idea what it was (it actually resembled a tornado), but it certainly had everyone in the office plastered to the windows and snapping away at it with their phones, most probably feeling fascinated or spooked. Anyway, the excitement dissipated along with the "manifestation" in a few minutes.

Well, I've been trying to bury myself in work nowadays - trying not to think too much about stuff, but certain things still manage to sneak past your defenses and catch you unawares. I guess the more you force yourself not to think about something, the more you'll think about it. Yikes.

And the exam results are going to be released tomorrow.

Tell me, what is that you want me to do? Get on my damn knees and beg you is it?

Sometimes, when you fall down so often, you really won't feel like picking yourself up again.

Pretending to be upbeat when faced with seemingly insurmountable challenges is so draining.

Anyway, the slight perk among all the gloomy stuff's that I'm interning at Maybank! Although the remuneration's a bit low, but at least it'll keep me occupied. (: And I so want to meet up with my darling friends! Especially HM. Hope you know that you're dearly missed! (:

Having my last Jap paper tomorrow and I'm not in the mood to study. Suddenly it just doesn't matter anymore if the exams end tomorrow or never. Feeling really emo and moody, and I want to strike out at something, anything. I hate it when I'm feeling this way, and having to try and pretend everything's fine and dandy.

My heart feels really heavy. Sometimes I keep telling myself I can't be so selfish, but my heart refuses to listen. And at the end of it, you realised you're so very different after all. And maybe, just maybe, you're feeling tired of trying to reconcile the differences.

So tell me, is it true that when you're tired of something, it spells the end already?

Anyway, to digress a little, the tornado-lookalike manifestation mentioned in the previous entry indeed belongs to the same family as tornadoes, and is known as a waterspout. And apparently, this isn't its debut appearance in Singapore.

And maybe it's time for me to learn how to let go after all. Sometimes, the harder you tried to hold on, the further away it'll slip from you. But there're still so many answers I need to know. Everytime I try to reach out, I'm dealt with a wall of resistance. The pain of rejection is so acute, and it's all I can do to not succumb to it. But how to let go when everywhere I turn I see shadows of things reminiscent? Maybe time'll numb it, and maybe not.

I seriously hadn't the faintest idea what it was (it actually resembled a tornado), but it certainly had everyone in the office plastered to the windows and snapping away at it with their phones, most probably feeling fascinated or spooked. Anyway, the excitement dissipated along with the "manifestation" in a few minutes.

Well, I've been trying to bury myself in work nowadays - trying not to think too much about stuff, but certain things still manage to sneak past your defenses and catch you unawares. I guess the more you force yourself not to think about something, the more you'll think about it. Yikes.

And the exam results are going to be released tomorrow.

Tell me, what is that you want me to do? Get on my damn knees and beg you is it?

Sometimes, when you fall down so often, you really won't feel like picking yourself up again.

Pretending to be upbeat when faced with seemingly insurmountable challenges is so draining.

Anyway, the slight perk among all the gloomy stuff's that I'm interning at Maybank! Although the remuneration's a bit low, but at least it'll keep me occupied. (: And I so want to meet up with my darling friends! Especially HM. Hope you know that you're dearly missed! (:

Having my last Jap paper tomorrow and I'm not in the mood to study. Suddenly it just doesn't matter anymore if the exams end tomorrow or never. Feeling really emo and moody, and I want to strike out at something, anything. I hate it when I'm feeling this way, and having to try and pretend everything's fine and dandy.

My heart feels really heavy. Sometimes I keep telling myself I can't be so selfish, but my heart refuses to listen. And at the end of it, you realised you're so very different after all. And maybe, just maybe, you're feeling tired of trying to reconcile the differences.

So tell me, is it true that when you're tired of something, it spells the end already?