A mass of thoughts swirling inside my head now. Sometimes I really feel so frustrated. Like why the hell I'm trying so hard when it's not reciprocated. I must be the dumbest person on earth. All full of silly hope, and wishing for something impossible. Always trying so hard to breach the wall, but each time feeling that I'm being pushed further and further away. Sometimes I'm really so tired, and it's like you get to a point when you don't even feel like trying anymore. Maybe I really should stop trying. Who the hell am I to you anyway?
Sometimes, when you fall down so often, you really won't feel like picking yourself up again.
.a lady that is striving to do well in her life
.who is learning to be a better person
.who wakes up and learns to be thankful for her blessings
Thursday, May 17, 2007
♥ 9:56 PM
A mass of thoughts swirling inside my head now. Sometimes I really feel so frustrated. Like why the hell I'm trying so hard when it's not reciprocated. I must be the dumbest person on earth. All full of silly hope, and wishing for something impossible. Always trying so hard to breach the wall, but each time feeling that I'm being pushed further and further away. Sometimes I'm really so tired, and it's like you get to a point when you don't even feel like trying anymore. Maybe I really should stop trying. Who the hell am I to you anyway?
Sometimes, when you fall down so often, you really won't feel like picking yourself up again.
