I'm being wilful again.
Having my last Jap paper tomorrow and I'm not in the mood to study. Suddenly it just doesn't matter anymore if the exams end tomorrow or never. Feeling really emo and moody, and I want to strike out at something, anything. I hate it when I'm feeling this way, and having to try and pretend everything's fine and dandy.
My heart feels really heavy. Sometimes I keep telling myself I can't be so selfish, but my heart refuses to listen. And at the end of it, you realised you're so very different after all. And maybe, just maybe, you're feeling tired of trying to reconcile the differences.
So tell me, is it true that when you're tired of something, it spells the end already?
I'm really confused.