Once again, CNY's a time-wasting affair. Okay, that probably makes me sound unfilial, but seriously, I could use the time spent visiting on better things, such as studying for my upcoming midterms.
It was the usual sitting-around-trying-not-to-look-bored-and-appearing-interested-in-the-relatives'-conversations routine. Luckily, I also had the company of the bf through smses! (:
But the visiting wasn't without its benefit. After catching snippets of conversations between my mother and my aunts/cousins etc, it made me more determined to actually try for honours when I had already decided more or less to give it up. (Afterall, it seems so out of reach for me! :( So why torture myself over it right?) Looking back, I think the me now is so much different from 5 years ago, when I enjoyed studying. But somehow things changed when I entered junior college. I guess it's partly the lack of self-discipline, but also because I no longer feel the passion for studying. And to tell the truth, it seriously irks me wehn people talk to me about doing honours. I mean, ultimately it's still my decision and nagging me won't change a damn thing. But having decided to at least try for it, I feel much better now. Haha.
Another thing worth mentioning was that I spent the second day of CNY with the darling and his family. We went for a movie (Protege) and dinner following that. Fun!
Anyway, guess that'll be all for now. Till then, tata~