Sometimes I wish I could split myself into three parts - the student me, the tutor me, and the girlfriend me.
There are only 24 hours in a day. People always say that as long as you manage your time well, you should't have any problems. Well, I admit, I suck at time management. And I also suck at multi-tasking. Sometimes, when I'm rushing for tuition immediately after school, I found myself thinking why I'm trying so hard, and spreading myself so thin that I just feel plain exhuasted. I'm not blaming anybody (except maybe myself), but I just can't fathom why. And looking at the readings and tutorials piling up, I just feel depressed. I've tried, you know. I've really tried - to catch up with my work, manage my time better, stay on top of things. But it's a never-ending cycle. I'm still trying though.
But sometimes, just sometimes, I wish I could discard everything and run away.