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Monday, April 24, 2006
♥ 9:19 PM

Sometimes I really envy those who know what they want in life, and that they'll try everything within their means to achieve their goals. For instance, they know what they want to study in the university, what they want to work as after they graduate and so forth. As for me? I'm basically just drifting along, following the crowd, doing what my head knows is correct but what my heart is indicating otherwise. As in, I keep telling myself I should major in Econs, but deep in my heart, I know that's not what I want. The only reason I'm taking that dreaded module's due to practicality - there're more job oppourtunities available compared to, say, psychology graduates (at least within the limited job market of Singapore). Or so they say. But seriously, I'm doing so badly and whenever I think about having to study for it, I just feel like hiding in some remote corner and never have to set sight on any Econs text ever again.

That aside, you may ask me so what is it that I really want to do? My only answer is, I've no idea. Seriously. I'm NOT kidding. All along, I thought I wanted to do psych but in the end, it turns out that it wasn't really what I imagined it to be. So now, I'm just standing at the junction of this crossroad, with no signs of directions whatsoever. -screams in frustration- It actually seems quite laughable that after all these years of education, I'm just finally realising that I'm totally clueless. Why can't our lives be mapped out for us? When we're faced with so many choices and paths that we can take, more often than not, we'll just end up hopelessly lost. At least for me. Sigh.

Anyway, back to the topic at hand. Hmm, as expected, the paper (ok it was Econs) today was baddddd. Once again, I find myself racing against time when I don't even know how to do most of the questions. Kind of contradicting, isn't it? All I can do now at this point is to pray and hope that I don't have to retake this module. And actually, I shouldn't be here blogging when I still have 2 more papers to go. Seriously, I really need to get my priorities right. Argh.

That's it for now. I'm so done with my life. And everything else.

P/S: HM: On a happier note, our date's one of the things I'm looking most forward to. And thanks so muchie for your encouragement yeah? (: